I do not have you.
I had this but its no more the same.
I had this but it is gone now.
Was I never worthy of it?
What I have, will it go away?
I should'nt have made this decision in the first place.
I could have better.
Everybody else gets it, why don't I ?
Do I lose more that I gain?
I am dependent on this and that, and I know all this and that will cease to exist?
AM I THE CHOSEN ONE?
AM I THE UNLUCKY ONE?