Working long

I am so damn sleepy. I just finished doing some office work. Getting the creeps now, that I might have screwed it up.

However it all went fine. - 12th May

I cant explain myself

Caterpillar: Who... are... you?
Alice: Why, I hardly know, sir. I've changed so much since this morning, you see...
Caterpillar: No, I do not C, explain yourself.
Alice: I'm afraid I can't explain myself, you see, because I'm not myself, you know.
Caterpillar: I do not know.
Alice: I can't put it any more clearly, sir, because it isn't clear to me.

Illustration on paper, added textures in GIMP

Psychedelic flowers

I had strange dream today, I saw myself in a psychedelic garden which looked somewhat like this. Is'nt it rather too confusing out there. Why dont you come along.

The anatomy of pain

Medicines just make me drowsy,
I still have to sleep with the pain.
It has become a part of me,
Difficult to get rid off,
Like the long lost lover.
It just stays in the vessels,
Watching the drama.
The easy throbbing,
Of whats dying inside.
I plan, a quick funeral.
Off the lover, I ll let them strangle it.
Damn, Damn, Damn.

An ode to the surgery I need to get, scheduled sometime next week.

Alizee - J'en Ai Marre

Just because I simply find her hot, and she is back with http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kuc84zlCtL8